"Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect." -Romans 12:2
Late in the summer of 2014 I started a fandom (book fan) account on Instagram. It started great I made edits and posted and whatever... A few weeks later I met this girl. We started talking a lot and realized we had a lot in common so I downloaded kik and we talked. A lot. Well she wasn't christian but I was. I had recently left my church and was looking for a new one. I wasn't in a youth group or anything. After a while of talking to her she started cussing... I just ignored it because I mean what would it hurt? Well it hurt me a lot. After a while I started talking to this boy. He cussed. Then I met two other girls. They cussed. It started filling my head. It started small but then it became more than that. I had a problem. I hid it from everyone. One day I was on Instagram and my mom wanted to see my phone and I logged out then gave it to her. Well She asked why I logged out and I said Idk. Well she asked for the password and I wouldn't give it to her. Eventually I did. She was so upset. Heartbroken. Then I deleted instagram and lost my phone. Well a week later I grabbed a spare phone that we have and I got instagram and hid the phone in my room. As you can see I had a horrible problem. Eventually I got caught. After that I realized everything I'd done wrong. I started reading my bible more. Doing devotions and praying. God has truly changed me. I have been forgiven. And then later on got my phone back and eventually got instagram. Then I made my instagram account @proofofhislove and this blog and I have never been closer to God.
The world will try and turn you into something you're not. Don't conform to the world, be in it but not of it. Be yourself.. Nobody else does it better. ;) xxx, Madison
"They laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh at them because they're all the same."